God, give me a nice house.
God, I want to see my kids improve at school.
God, make (insert name of annoying person) change.
God, make this opportunity happen.
God, open every door to me.
God, change my circumstances.
God, give me a vacation soon.
There is nothing wrong in the asking, but are we missing something?
What if our deepest need, we walk right past?
When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives,
that you may spend what you get on your pleasures. Ja. 4:3
I wonder, have you asked God for what you want? Like, what you really want? Have you sought him for your deep inner desires? Doing this – matters.
Jesus asked the blind man, Bartimaeus, “What do you want me to do for you?” (Mk. 10:51)
We are often blind too. We can’t easily see our spiritual needs. This is why asking ourselves this very question is critical to getting somewhere.
If Jesus was to come before you, this very day…if Jesus was too look you in the eye and ask what you wanted? What would you say?
Would you feel unworthy?
Would you shy away?
Would you make something up to look good?
Would you pretend you were 100% content?
Would you ask for something easy?
Or would you go, all out and unveil the deep and giant desires of your heart?
The blind man said, “Rabbi, I want to see.” (Mk. 10:51)
There is safety in shallow prayers; we put a comfortable distance from an invasive God. We keep Him up there and us down here, without changing much. But, what if our greatest life change is just a word away?
“What do you want?”
Maybe, what we really want is this:
We want to know you love us, daddy.
We want to see you grow us out of our deep fear we’ll never be accepted by you.
We want to see you heal our need to always be right – or our body for that matter…
We want to have those deep scars from our past, gone.
We want so much of you, we actually find real and enduring peace.
We want you to make our life come alive with love that changes the world.
Prayer that works – is power. It’s radical. It’s honest, deep and willing to go to the risky places knowing God is there too. It’s full of faith.
It is coming before the throne, just like the 24 elders in Revelations…
“They lay their crowns before the throne and say: ‘You are worthy, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they were created and have their being.'” (Rev. 10:11)
It’s taking off your crown, your need to be right, your need to be exalted, your need for the urgent, your demands, your pride, your ways…
…and seeing Him, in glory, power and honor.
It makes you act differently. It changes us.
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